Ok so the TLDR is, this application has been rejected
Long Answer (im typing this commuting to the airport to fly from Seattle to LA but having to layover in Portland. Who the fuck willfully lives in portland?):
Blinky, this application took actually a considerable amount of discussion to approve or reject. Normally I don't listen to waffle tryhards because they kind of have a hive mind and many of them just bandwagon. However, some very close friends have approached me in private and wrote down their grievances, ultimately concluding that the potential conflict within alliance would not give you, or others the chance to prove you may have changed. We have seen this with individuals that have come to the alliance claiming to have moved past the negative views, but because the animosity towards them was so great, they were never given the freedom to try and be that better man.
I respect your drive to better yourself and overcome mental disabilities that have plagued you from a young age. I myself have had to constantly battle with severe dyslexia and ADHD and can relate in some way to how hard it can be to break the stereotypes that surround your everyday life. Hopefully, this rejection from and Internet spaceship guild doesn't mark a defining moment in your life, and I'm sure that you are strong enough to accept that fact. Should your other friends be accepted, you are free to try again with their vouches. I do suggest that if you want to prove to people that you have indeed changed, either try rejoin waffles OR better yet prove to new faces in HORDE that there is nothing negative about you. Until then, I respectfully must decline your application.